Hari yg busy....sangat!!!!

Sakit hati pagi ni melihat keadaan stor baja ku yg bersepah dgn smpah...

Mana tak geram....

So...aku mulakan hariku dgn mengemas stor sebelum balik ke opis....

Lepas ni ada perbincangan pulak dgn bos pasal bujet....

TER-SENTAP....

ENTAH SEMANGAT APA YANG MERASUK KE DALAM BADAN AKU SEHINGGA AKU MEMBUKA KEMBALI BLOG KU YANG TELAH  LAMA AKU TINGGALKAN NI... hah!!! ayat SENTAP.....

yerrrr....almost 3 years since the last time i'm update anything in my blog....terlalu busy dgn hidup...walaupun blog ku ini bukan nyer banyak pembaca ataupun memang tak pernah org baca, tp blogging ni kira mcm tempat untuk meluahkan perasaan lah...which i call MY OPEN DIARY..berangan pulak dah nak jadi Princess Diaries ..hahahaha...klasik sangat!!!!

this past few years...a lot of thing happen in my life....tp apa yg berlaku itu aku jadikan sebagai pelajaran n pengalaman buat aku....wah...berfalsafah lah sangat.....

ok....tak nak taip byk2...hari ni hari ahad n saya pun nak berehat the whole day....i will try my best to update anything here in my GORGEOUS blog...

until we meet again....

xoxoxoxoxo

diva GORGEOUS

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tukar nama lah pulak!!!! :P

mak stress...

kereta aku ya dah selalu gilak meragam...

ingin maok tukar baru...

tp x suka dgn bebanan hutang/bayaran bulanan...

alamat nya makan batu lah aku kalau tukar keta baru...

argh....

dalam bulan tok ajak...

tayarketa dah 3 kali pancit...

hose tangki air dah 2 kali bocor...

argh!!!!...stress gila babi...

babi pun sik gila kedak tok...

xoxo

diva melampau

miss blogging....

wah...it's been awhile i didn't update my blog....

busy sangat2...

even my Facebook pun jarang dibuka...

will update some information n what the thing that happen to me throughout this years...

on next post...

anyway..till meet again...

xoxo

diva terlampau

i miss u so much......

dah almost 1 month n i didn't get any msg, call or news from u...

do u really don't ever think about me even for a second...

i guess u never feel the same way since u are with someone else rite now...

i know that i'm nobody for u...

but...deep in my hurt i love u so much...

yup...it's my false to fall in love with u...

Never allow someone to be your priority while you're just their option

Convo...Study...

what a relive....

finally i have my convocation day...

fall on the 13th June 2010..

at PWTC...

my mom n dad also attend my convocation day...

the best part is...

me n my bestie...miss Suma the vouge...

really have fun in KL...

although i didn't shopping alot...

but it is an wonderfull experience....

Suma...i think both of us agree that,

this is the most unforgettable moment in our life...

after back from KL...

i join the 3 month course organize by PPKS...

it's a re-skilling program...

i'm taking Tourism n Management course...

it really fun here in Sarakraf...

meet new frens......

the main thing is i can learn how to make handicraft n the history behind it...

so...that all for now...

untill we meet again...

xoxo....

diva terlampau...

DONUT

for those who lurve donut so much...

u guys can make an order from me by calling me

0198549713

so this is the photo of the donut

price for 1 piece only cost you rm1.50...

cheaper then others rite...

we have 6 favor which is

chocolate peanut

strawberry n chocolate chip

kiwi

blueberry

oreo

n sugar coated

the flavor are changeable according to customer's taste...

so...do make an order n try our home made donut...

u won't regret becoz the donut is testy n fluffy...

for the muslim customer...

please don't worry...

no PORK are use during the making of the donut....

(hehehe...betul enda kah ayat mek to???)

tomorrow is my bday

wow....

it's been a long time i didn't update my blog...

i miss blogging actually...

but kind of busy...

so...

my bday is tomorrow

21 MEI 2010

totally not gonna thrown a party or celebrate it...

my bday remind me of my self getting old...

i'm gonna be 24 years old this year...

the good news is...

i will go to KL this JUNE...

my convocation day fall on 13th June...

so i will be in KL on 10th until 14th JUNE...

for those yg pg convo same time with me...

see u guys in PWTC KL...

and dont forget to SERANG KLMU.....

xoxo

diva melampau

GOODBYE 2009 N HELLO 2010

wah....sik lama gik maok taun baru....2010

year of TIGER.....

ehm...apa AZAM baru hoo?????

ok...we stop thinking about the new "AZAM BARU"...

kita polah flash back.....

so...I finish my study on Mei 2009....

sik sangka dah habis blajar....

n cosmopint still owe me money...

bila kitak org maok bagi balit duit aku oi.......

Mdm Lindsay pun dah resign yesterday....

and then i do my practical with ME Magazine.....

what a great memory n experience with ME family

my Sister Annita get married on Mei 2009 also....

huhu....sik sangka kan...

i'm feel happy to her....

hope her husband love her as much as he can...

and then...

on June 2009...start working with Veil Wedding house..

as a graphic designer......

but i feel that i'm not suitable to be a graphic designer...

boring n sick of it...

sitting in front of PC n edit wedding photo....

huh!!!!!!

so i quit my job....

my frenz NANA offer me to work with her at Bite Cafe.....

as a bar tender...

mula keja dalam hujung bulan August...

a bit tiring since i have to work from 4pm until midnight...

but i really have fun......

i discover my self have a talent to make donut on October....

start my own donut business by taking order from people....

i found that i can make money by selling donut...

so...i will seriously doing my business on January next year.......

n for the first time after 5 month i driving...

I involve in car accident for the 1st time on 28 December...

lucky i didn't hurt my self...

apa yang pelik .....kereta ku sik ada apa-apa pun rosak...

padahal kereta org yang langgar aku ya nang terbabak abis lah nya empu bonet depan...

thank GOD......

actually banyak gik perkara yang berlaku in my life dalam tahun tok...

mun maok dicerita sampai esok pun sik habis....

hehehe....

i hope the new year bring joy n happiness for me....n have a very successful life in year 2010.....

so...this is it....

until we meet again next year....

xoxo

diva melampau

Cha...Criss...Kimi....

babe...so gonna miss u guys...

miss our moment "lepaking" together...

at China Town....

layan kolo mee...

our karaoke session...

anyway....keep in touch k.....

xoxo

diva melampau

WORK.....

arghh.....dah mula keja with VEIL WEDDING HOUSE....edit gambar kawen...fed up dgn costumer yg fussy...maok nampak lebih kurus lah...ator gigi lah...maok muka licin lah....

too busy that y sik da masa maok update my blog....



xoxo
diva melampau...

argh...report....

today have to finish all the report coz have to hand in tomorrow....

a lot of thing to do..

tension eh......

xoxo

diva melampau

my last day with ME

kariyoke session...

Friday....(08/05/2009).....

today is my last day i do my practical training with.....

ME Magazine....

oh gosh....i'm so gonna miss them all...

gonna miss my Gossip Girl moment with Sandra during the lunch hour...

miss my photoshooting & outing moment with Miss Eileen...

& our gossiping moment in the car on the way to any destination...

kacau Benard time nya maok masuk pintu...

kacau Deddy....suka panggil nya "Daddy...Daddy..."...or "sugar daddy"...hahahahaha...

the place where i sit...

my surfing & downloading moment...

hahahahahaha....

the other ME mambers also....

especially the bosses...

Thanks you very much to...

Mr Ng, Mr Sim, & Mr Prestly....

for the opportunities for me to do my practical training here...

Mr Andy & Mr Alexander also...

not forget to Zai also...

eventhough he's not work with ME anymore..

thank for everything...

hahahaha...no more see us smoking at the staircase...

hahahaha....

thank you so much to all of you.....

anyway...untill we meet again...

xoxo

diva melampau...

2 more day left....

对不起，我爱你

this song is dedicate to someone...
someone that i really love....
but......._ _ _ _ _ _ _ doesn't know....
6 years already....
but i never confess....
so scared been rejected.....
or lose my best friend....

对不起，我爱你

mei bie de zhi xiang shuo dui bu qi
dui bu qi wo zhen de ai ni
bu guan ni hui zen yao xiang
ni zen yao shuo ye bu hui gai bian wo de jue ding
ni zhi dao you shi hou gan qing shi hen nan shuo
hen nan shuo ai ren huo peng you
cong qian dao xian zai wo zhen de gan jue yao
yi xiang ni wo de xin jiu fa shao

xiang gei ni ting wo de xin tiao
xiang ni zhi dao wo shui de bu hao
he shui xiang zhao ni da che xiang zhao ni
he yan bi yan jian chu xian de quan shi ni
wo cai bu dao ni de biao qing wo deng bu dao ni de hui ying
bu xiang nan wei ni you bu xiang fang qi ni
jue ding gao su ni dui bu qi dui bu qi wo ai ni

mei bie de zhi xiang shuo dui bu qi
zen yao yang wo du hui zhen xi
bu guan ni hui zen yao jiang
ni zen yao zuo ye bu hui ying xiang wo de xin qing
ni zhi dao you shi hou nan hai geng nan zhuo mo
nan zhuo mo ai ren huo peng you
xian zai dao yong yuan wo zhen hui gan jue yao
yi xiang ni wo de xin jiu kuang tiao

wo de mo yang ji bu ji de lao
qing ren ka you mei you shou dao
du shu xiang zhao ni ting ge xiang zhao ni
da di he lan tian chu xian de quan shi ni
wo cai bu guan ni de biao qing
wo cai bu li ni hui bu hui ying
bu xiang nan wei ni you bu xiang fang qi ni
jue ding gao su ni dui bu qi dui bu qi wo ai ni

ni ting yi ting wo de xin tiao
ni kan yi kan wo shui de bu hao
he shui xiang zhao ni da che xiang zhao ni
he yan bi yan jian chu xian de quan shi ni
wo cai bu dao ni de biao qing wo deng bu dao ni de hui ying
bu xiang nan wei ni you bu xiang fang qi ni
jue ding gao su ni dui bu qi dui bu qi wo ai ni

xoxo
diva melampau

Laila Taib...in loving memories...

today...(29/04/2009).....wednesday......4.55pm..

i dont no rather this news is true or not....
some of my resources told me that.....


Laila Taib has just passed away...
just now...
di Hospital Normah...

i hope this news is just a joke that people make...
but if it true...
what to do kan...

anyway...
tunggu & lihat jak lah berita malam tok...
utk kepastian...


....update.....
yes...she really passed away...

xoxo
diva melampau...

Shanti....in loving memory....

today.....(28/04/2009)....thursday...1.22pm
i received bad news from my fren....Pilemon...
inform me that my fren....SHANTI....has passed away...

Shanti..seorang gadis kacukan india/bidayuh....
terkenal dengan perangai nya yg pendiam n jarang bergaul dgn byk org...
mungkin perasaan rendah diri dan kurang keyakinan pada diri nya yg membuatkan beliau berkelakuan begitu....plus...she is sick that time....
when i saw her for the first time...
jarang lah nak tengok dia senyum n have a big laugh....

untill one day....
i came an approuch her....
starting that day...
so....kami mulai rapat since last years...
after abis kelas(almost every day)...
kami akan lepak di cafe bersebelahan kolej sementara menunggu our parent to pick us...
dalam masa yg sama we always share our story among each other....
from her story...
i knew that she is a wonderfull person... i knew that she has a big dream....
so sad she cant make it...

well...it is ok if she has to go first.... i know that God love her so much.... that why God want her to leave first....

i never though that she will leave so soon...

xoxo diva melampau who has lost a fren

down memorieszzz lane........

wanna see my photo for the last 20 years ago???
hehehehe...

u people wont believe me how small n tiny i am.....

enjoy my photo....



this photo taken when i am 5/6 years old...
i cant remember exactly...
in my dad car...
imagine my self grown up already n drive a car....
heheheheehehe.....



this is me....
photo taken at my kampung...
with my "bantal bucuk"...
hehehehehe...
my mom throw it away already...
wakakakakakakakaka.....



this photo was taken at SK Padang Pedalai....
my dad teached there...
i was 6 years old...i guess...
from left:
my sis(Annita Jenny),my self, & my big bro(Kastri Karter)
oh...i misss that place.....
the quarters was so small...only got i bedroom... i cant imagine my self live there b4 this... now days, semua quarters guru dah kacak-kacak....
huhuhuhuhu......



hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaa............
this photo is taken masa awal pagi Christmas Day...
it is our routine to take photo every morning on the Christmas Day every year....
the girl beside me is my sister...Annita Jenny...
do you see my sis face..... tebal nyer powder... and we both pose like "pengantin".....
wakaakkakakakaakaka...
always laugh out loud when i saw this photo....



oh my gosh....my mom so beautiful....
she is holding my sis....



the three kid pose in the front is my...
olders sis(Suzy Tera),big bro(Kastri Karter) & my sis(Annita Jenny)
the lady at the who holding a baby is my mom... and the baby is me.....
wakakakakakaka.....


i wonder how i get my talent & my diva attitude...
ehm....
from who ho?????
ohhhh.....now i know....





of coz lah from my dad....
i knew it when i saw this 2 photo...
hahahahahahaha.....
hello...F.Y.I..... my dad join gymnastic when he was still study at Maktab Perguruan Rajang...
soooooo.....diva....



and this cute little baby is...
my little brother(Rais Clinton)...
so cute...
now he already 14years old....

time flew by so fast...
until we never realize....
so....
please appreciate every beautiful moment with ur family mambers...
coz we never knew when we might loose them...

yhe most importence thing is....
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH......

ME Go-Kart Maniac....hehehehehe

best eh sidak nya...
sayang sik pat join...
huhuhu...
ada table test...


xoxo
diva melampau