argh...report....

today have to finish all the report coz have to hand in tomorrow....

a lot of thing to do..

tension eh......

xoxo

diva melampau

my last day with ME

kariyoke session...

Friday....(08/05/2009).....

today is my last day i do my practical training with.....

ME Magazine....

oh gosh....i'm so gonna miss them all...

gonna miss my Gossip Girl moment with Sandra during the lunch hour...

miss my photoshooting & outing moment with Miss Eileen...

& our gossiping moment in the car on the way to any destination...

kacau Benard time nya maok masuk pintu...

kacau Deddy....suka panggil nya "Daddy...Daddy..."...or "sugar daddy"...hahahahaha...

the place where i sit...

my surfing & downloading moment...

hahahahahaha....

the other ME mambers also....

especially the bosses...

Thanks you very much to...

Mr Ng, Mr Sim, & Mr Prestly....

for the opportunities for me to do my practical training here...

Mr Andy & Mr Alexander also...

not forget to Zai also...

eventhough he's not work with ME anymore..

thank for everything...

hahahaha...no more see us smoking at the staircase...

hahahaha....

thank you so much to all of you.....

anyway...untill we meet again...

xoxo

diva melampau...

2 more day left....

对不起，我爱你

this song is dedicate to someone...
someone that i really love....
but......._ _ _ _ _ _ _ doesn't know....
6 years already....
but i never confess....
so scared been rejected.....
or lose my best friend....

对不起，我爱你

mei bie de zhi xiang shuo dui bu qi
dui bu qi wo zhen de ai ni
bu guan ni hui zen yao xiang
ni zen yao shuo ye bu hui gai bian wo de jue ding
ni zhi dao you shi hou gan qing shi hen nan shuo
hen nan shuo ai ren huo peng you
cong qian dao xian zai wo zhen de gan jue yao
yi xiang ni wo de xin jiu fa shao

xiang gei ni ting wo de xin tiao
xiang ni zhi dao wo shui de bu hao
he shui xiang zhao ni da che xiang zhao ni
he yan bi yan jian chu xian de quan shi ni
wo cai bu dao ni de biao qing wo deng bu dao ni de hui ying
bu xiang nan wei ni you bu xiang fang qi ni
jue ding gao su ni dui bu qi dui bu qi wo ai ni

mei bie de zhi xiang shuo dui bu qi
zen yao yang wo du hui zhen xi
bu guan ni hui zen yao jiang
ni zen yao zuo ye bu hui ying xiang wo de xin qing
ni zhi dao you shi hou nan hai geng nan zhuo mo
nan zhuo mo ai ren huo peng you
xian zai dao yong yuan wo zhen hui gan jue yao
yi xiang ni wo de xin jiu kuang tiao

wo de mo yang ji bu ji de lao
qing ren ka you mei you shou dao
du shu xiang zhao ni ting ge xiang zhao ni
da di he lan tian chu xian de quan shi ni
wo cai bu guan ni de biao qing
wo cai bu li ni hui bu hui ying
bu xiang nan wei ni you bu xiang fang qi ni
jue ding gao su ni dui bu qi dui bu qi wo ai ni

ni ting yi ting wo de xin tiao
ni kan yi kan wo shui de bu hao
he shui xiang zhao ni da che xiang zhao ni
he yan bi yan jian chu xian de quan shi ni
wo cai bu dao ni de biao qing wo deng bu dao ni de hui ying
bu xiang nan wei ni you bu xiang fang qi ni
jue ding gao su ni dui bu qi dui bu qi wo ai ni

xoxo
diva melampau

Laila Taib...in loving memories...

today...(29/04/2009).....wednesday......4.55pm..

i dont no rather this news is true or not....
some of my resources told me that.....


Laila Taib has just passed away...
just now...
di Hospital Normah...

i hope this news is just a joke that people make...
but if it true...
what to do kan...

anyway...
tunggu & lihat jak lah berita malam tok...
utk kepastian...


....update.....
yes...she really passed away...

xoxo
diva melampau...

Shanti....in loving memory....

today.....(28/04/2009)....thursday...1.22pm
i received bad news from my fren....Pilemon...
inform me that my fren....SHANTI....has passed away...

Shanti..seorang gadis kacukan india/bidayuh....
terkenal dengan perangai nya yg pendiam n jarang bergaul dgn byk org...
mungkin perasaan rendah diri dan kurang keyakinan pada diri nya yg membuatkan beliau berkelakuan begitu....plus...she is sick that time....
when i saw her for the first time...
jarang lah nak tengok dia senyum n have a big laugh....

untill one day....
i came an approuch her....
starting that day...
so....kami mulai rapat since last years...
after abis kelas(almost every day)...
kami akan lepak di cafe bersebelahan kolej sementara menunggu our parent to pick us...
dalam masa yg sama we always share our story among each other....
from her story...
i knew that she is a wonderfull person... i knew that she has a big dream....
so sad she cant make it...

well...it is ok if she has to go first.... i know that God love her so much.... that why God want her to leave first....

i never though that she will leave so soon...

xoxo diva melampau who has lost a fren

down memorieszzz lane........

wanna see my photo for the last 20 years ago???
hehehehe...

u people wont believe me how small n tiny i am.....

enjoy my photo....



this photo taken when i am 5/6 years old...
i cant remember exactly...
in my dad car...
imagine my self grown up already n drive a car....
heheheheehehe.....



this is me....
photo taken at my kampung...
with my "bantal bucuk"...
hehehehehe...
my mom throw it away already...
wakakakakakakakaka.....



this photo was taken at SK Padang Pedalai....
my dad teached there...
i was 6 years old...i guess...
from left:
my sis(Annita Jenny),my self, & my big bro(Kastri Karter)
oh...i misss that place.....
the quarters was so small...only got i bedroom... i cant imagine my self live there b4 this... now days, semua quarters guru dah kacak-kacak....
huhuhuhuhu......



hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaa............
this photo is taken masa awal pagi Christmas Day...
it is our routine to take photo every morning on the Christmas Day every year....
the girl beside me is my sister...Annita Jenny...
do you see my sis face..... tebal nyer powder... and we both pose like "pengantin".....
wakaakkakakakaakaka...
always laugh out loud when i saw this photo....



oh my gosh....my mom so beautiful....
she is holding my sis....



the three kid pose in the front is my...
olders sis(Suzy Tera),big bro(Kastri Karter) & my sis(Annita Jenny)
the lady at the who holding a baby is my mom... and the baby is me.....
wakakakakakaka.....


i wonder how i get my talent & my diva attitude...
ehm....
from who ho?????
ohhhh.....now i know....





of coz lah from my dad....
i knew it when i saw this 2 photo...
hahahahahahaha.....
hello...F.Y.I..... my dad join gymnastic when he was still study at Maktab Perguruan Rajang...
soooooo.....diva....



and this cute little baby is...
my little brother(Rais Clinton)...
so cute...
now he already 14years old....

time flew by so fast...
until we never realize....
so....
please appreciate every beautiful moment with ur family mambers...
coz we never knew when we might loose them...

yhe most importence thing is....
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH......